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Life had it's book;
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| The book; | Arsay Anadarp; | Inspiration; |
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Life.. it had a book :)
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the greatest way to live your life is to live in knowing what you live for, to understand what's on your past and believing what future lays ahead of you. this is my story, and this is how i live my life. |
"when life gets hard, Fight for everyone's sake"
Arsay anadarp;
describe himself as a an un-uniquely boy who live in his own friggin world, not even care to use his disoriented brain. but he have what it appear to be an anatomy of what life actually; come in a great inspiration from his friend, he wrote it all fuckin down. so this is his story; his life; his everyday and everynight; on his view of life
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Date: Jumat, 23 Januari 2009 || Time: 09.15
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life based on truth and lie that lies upon us, every believe and disbelieve we have will bring us to any situation we'll face in the future. it is for us to decide, disbelief the truth or believe the lies? so back in my days, i used to fight with my girl about lie and lie. it ain't matter who actually lied, and who actually was right. it is our will to not want the actual truth, it is our desire to want everything just like we want it to be. even if it is a lie, isn't it? so i gotta tell you, have you ever hear the line "how do you sleep at night when you living in a lie" it is completely bulshit! everybody is living in a lie, every each individual living on the ground of the earth living their life in a lie. no offense, even most of the greatest leader in the world lead by laying, so why don't normal people do it to so that they could be another great leader later? hey, once again, i'm not judging. it's just the fact. my theory is "Lie could be Tricky yet Necessity". you should be familiar with this. lie is one thing, withheld the truth is another thing. it ain't the same, yet people love so much to compare those two things. hey, they're different alright? and that's it, no more arguing please. Lie is just a word but it could be hurt, yet the truth itself is gonna be more hurting. so, sometimes and most of the time people lie. because truth.. sucks! i love this truth and lies. between families, friendship, and love.. truth and lies could be bending quite nicely and uniquely rounding up to how sucks our life is. how families have their dirty secrets they hide and how friendship is built based on lie they pretend its okay. and how lover could be hiding their actual feeling try hard not to hurt his/her mate of life. so peops, try to be positive and don't judge the lie people gave us. it may be for our best; remember.. sometimes, realize it or not, we like to deny the truth because it hurts so much. where do we run to? the lie we try to believe :) |
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Date: Rabu, 21 Januari 2009 || Time: 20.41
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so, psychology? what the hell does it mean? a mental? a craze dude? hehee; no it's not, it's a knowledge you might wanna learn; so here, about a day ago. i was having a fight with Lusyana. i feel a little depressed and stressed out, and guess what happen to me in the morning? i'm in a place that peace is all around and hatred seems to find nowhere, hey am i in nirvana? the hell with where i actually am, suddenly i woke up and realize that many people were crowding me; fuckin worried. so i asked myself, what happen? this is where psychology of life takes place. you might need to understand yourself, and the best way of it is to by psychologically knew yourself. who you really am, what makes you sick and what makes you happy. sometimes, people tend to act like this and that make them happy or sick. but deep down inside, they lied; it's the only thing against in psychology i knew, LIE! i myself is one hell of a liar, but when it comes to psychology. i'm in anti-liar community :) why can't lie? people live based on lie? well, fuck that's true! but you can't lie about psychology, because it's you and it's them. without honesty, there will be no psychology to learn; well back to what the fuck is it? i described psychology as baker's feeling. because you know, only bakers have the feeling and ability to understand when it's hot and when it's cold; it is a method, a technique to understand and read people. not by mind like a mentalist, but through gesture and thoughts people have said about life. just listen to a few words people say on how they want their day like, you can totally understand which kind of people they are. i myself categorized people to two kinds. those who love life and like everything what theyre doing, and those who hate life and wasted everything that they have; those who love life, would say preety things to do today; would like to cherish their friend with their happiness, and rarely i see people like them feels sad. on the other hand, those who hate life, would start their day breaking themselves. then, slowly drag more and more people to be just wasted like them; dont be tricked by happiness, those who hate life were as happy as those who love life. but you must understand, which happy is happy of living and which on is a wasted happy ;p so, what am i then? i'm just a story-teller; keep that in mind, how many times youre goin to ask me who am i? i won't answer; that's just not how it work, BIG SORRY; well, see you in another chapter :) |
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Date: Jumat, 12 Desember 2008 || Time: 05.01
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what is life actually? the world's most annoying question. our past, our future, the time today known as present what should we reach, is it dream? is it a reason? this is where it all started, i just wake up this morning, i sense that my back feels hurt and so as my neck. i tried to reach my phone right beside me, and i text my girlfriend a simple "good morning". just about 2-3 minutes later, she answered. i'm happy. this is where i realize one thing about human being, they like being responses. more than giving a response to another human being, they like it more when they just got their responses without too much trying to get a response. this is what i called "the selfishity" it's not bad to have this selfishity. it's nature, it's what we are. we called that big ugly creature a monster, though actually we are the really monster who managed to kill them. outsmarted them with our brain, we have to feel lucky we are smarter than other creature. it is natural that all people are being selfish, though they're nice but they're still having a desire to feel nice about themselves. that could be categorized as another selfish :) i'm not blaming, i'm not judging. it's right, as long as we understand why we're selfish. there are people who really want to be a leader, people who likes being noticed (even by doing bad things) or people who prefers to be alone and not socialize. it's all about our past and future. what had happened in our past, and what will happen in our future. understanding is different with just knowing. it's like when you know, you don't really understand. most of people i met, they know what's their past and know what their future will be. but rarely i find people who understand why they're like that. most people just dont care enough to understand why they live, that's why the rate of stressed people has reached 80% in all over the world. to understand, to learn what life they have, peace is just you. understand what you had in your past, why'd you do that and why'd you feel that. there's gonna be a reason for everything, even for your future which actually not there yet to see. everything happen for a reason, it is actually your choice to live to understand or to live in your dream world? what's gonna be? in his computer, Panda |
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Date: || Time: 04.57
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Life.. it had a book :) the greatest way to live your life is to live in knowing what you live for, to understand what's on your past and believing what future lays ahead of you. this is my story, and this is how i live my life. |
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